It's been a hard day...

My beautiful girl, it's been a more than usual difficult day.  I can't stop thinking about you.  I am not doing all that well.  I wish you were still here with us.  It's really cold and snowy today.  I didn't go out today because of it.  You wouldn't like this weather.  I know you were just like me when it came to the cold, we hibernate. lol!

I will write more soon, I'm going to play cards with the ladies for a little while.

Sparkle and Shine my beautiful Angel.

Love, Mom💗

Today was 10 months since you left us...

My beautiful girl.  It is 10 months ago today that God took you to heaven.  Words cannot express how much I miss you.  In your 30 short years you brought me so much joy a mother could ever ask for.  It's been a very difficult time here without you.  I cry everyday.  Parents shouldn't have to bury their children, it's heartbreaking.  I know you are in a better place but it doesn't ease the pain I feel in my heart.  I started this blog so I could talk to you in a quiet place.  I love you my Gina Marie and I always will.  Sparkle and Shine sweetheart.